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Man, what a crazy era it has been. 
Months of destruction, pain, isolation, numb
Man, what a crazy era it has been. Months of destruction, pain, isolation, numbing, healing, doubt, and rebirth. Losing everything I thought I had, and everything I never had but always deeply dreamed of. Learning lessons, finding answers. The ultimate clearing. I learned that even in the depths of the most desperate situation can come a new beginning. I understood the fact that sometimes, being alone is better than being surrounded with people who don't really see you. I realised that the imperfect here & now >>> some faraway Dreamland that may or may not come to be. The magic trully is in the here and now. And finally, my mom was right. We all have our own energy to guard. We can decide to be miserable and pessimistic and betrayed and angry. Or we can decide to be stronger than ever before, to be hopeful, to be grateful. ☀️
20.05.2019 17:11:23
Love.
Can there be

Love without doubts?
Without games?
Without suffering?

Can
Love. Can there be Love without doubts? Without games? Without suffering? Can there be love that always holds you peacefully? Can there be love so simple, so true;  It will never let you doubt you? Can there be a love full of sharing, caring, That oak-y love that holds your hand through anything Can there really be someone who's just happy for you; Not because they wanna use you Play you Scam you ? I know if it were me in his place I'd do anything I'd listen, I'd explain, I'd do a grand gesture, I'd want to see him happy But everyone is telling me "nobody's perfect" ("this is all you deserve") They're telling me: you're the smart one, just Forgive and forgive until there's nothing left of you Just to keep the peace in this messed up universe Do they even know the answers, or are they just giving me the recipe to their own lives? And who the fuck said I like celery soup #poem#journal#love#enough
05.05.2019 23:27:31
IT IS NOT YOUR JOB TO BEG FOR LOVE, TO WORK FOR LOVE, TO ONLY DESERVE LOVE IF YO
02.05.2019 19:45:40
Being unhappy is a mind-based, logic-derived, untruthful state of being. It is o
Being unhappy is a mind-based, logic-derived, untruthful state of being. It is opposed to a heart-based or soul-based state of being. Being unhappy is not reality, it is your reaction to reality. Your resistance to it. Your dislike of it, comparison of it, interpretation of it. Would everything be okay if you could just accept what is? #aesthetics #wanderlust#unlost#wonder#adventure #inspire#grow#explore#traveladdict#lifestyledesign#coach#blogger#story#spirituality#pink#purple#magic #alignment#souljourney#consciousliving#inthenow#spiritualgangster#selflove#spiritualjourney
01.05.2019 00:44:12
what you do is important 
your desires are important
you are important.
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what you do is important  your desires are important you are important. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ there's no higher purpose than that. your existence is sacred and important. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ #aesthetics #wanderlust#unlost#wonder#adventure #inspire#grow#explore#traveladdict#lifestyledesign#coach#blogger#story#spirituality#pink#purple#magic #alignment#souljourney#consciousliving#inthenow#spiritualgangster#selflove#spiritualjourney
29.04.2019 21:24:29
You're exactly where you need to be. Don't worry. It's impossible to make a mist
25.04.2019 08:14:19
I'm trying to let things go a bit. Let go of my stressful mindset. Let go of my
I'm trying to let things go a bit. Let go of my stressful mindset. Let go of my expectations of what my life should look like. Try to let life run its course. God knows I'm tired of fighting it. Of trying to control it. It doesn't do anyone any good. Getting more lost in the flow of life is just what I need. Yesterday we watched a movie about an electronic music festival and it cheered me up. I'm glad there are young artists, music, colors and fun somewhere in the world. One day I'd love to feel like I'm a part of it. You know how they say be the energy of what you're trying to attract? Well it doesn't work If you're in your head all the time. It works if you let yourself live your life. And that's what I'm trying to do now. I've come to terms with the fact that I'm incredibly lazy and demotivated. I currently need nothing more than TV and food for my happiness. Is it burnout? Is it anxiety? Is it entitlement? I could spend hours overanalyzing why this is, why I am like this. And getting down on myself. But I'm choosing not to anymore. I'm letting myself be. I do have a lot of inner stress and (learned?) helplessness. I feel like there's only so much I can do or change. I feel crushed down by debt, offices, the government, people who just see me as a source of cash (=almost everyone these days). I wish I knew how to live, how to afford my own house, how to have independence, how to fucking deal with everything's that's going on. But I don't know. And I'm tired of striving for all or nothing. I'm just gonna live in the now and see how it all turns out. A life spent overanalyzing equals a life spent doing nothing. So it's essentially wasted. Even if you have all the answers in your head. There are no memories. No experiences. It doesn't matter. The only thing that matters are connections and experiences. And inner peace. 🙌✨ × #thoughts#diary#spirituality#millennial#wanderlust#unlost#wander#adventurer#inspire#onlinecoaching#explore#traveladdict#lifestyledesign#coach#blogger#story#spirituality#pink#purple#magic#raw#alignment#souljourney#consciousliving#inthenow#spiritualgangster#selflove#spiritualjourney
28.02.2019 14:15:26
This has been my life lately - a culmination of hurrying (for what?), stressing
This has been my life lately - a culmination of hurrying (for what?), stressing (does it help anything?), and the occasional lavish office sunsets, enjoyed between a quick run to the bathroom or a trip to the vending machine for hot chocolate. No, I don't really understand how people live like this long-term. What's all the chasing about? Quarterly results? Statistics? "Utilisation"? Well, I think sanity and inner peace are kiiiinda more important, but it seems that everything's got a pricetag nowadays. In the meantime, I'm choosing to believe that every experience, including this one, is meant to teach me something and bring me closer to my ultimate goals. It's hard not to fall into the same trap of overwhelm, hurry and stress over the weekends too, but for now I will light my incense sticks, play some indie roadtrip music and pretend that in this moment, everything is okay. #thoughts#update#blogger#diary#sunset#society#pinksky#spiritual#journal#mystory#moneyhungrysociety#relax#shareyours#picoftheweek
12.01.2019 13:56:52
☽ Come as you are ☾

There's something you're passionate about. Something you wa
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☽ Come as you are ☾ There's something you're passionate about. Something you want to be better at. You know that the only way to get better is to practice, to fail, to do it as often as you can. Yet, you can't. When it comes to it, you'd rather do a million other thing. Instagram. TV shows. Even cleaning. Anything but that thing, that very thing you dream about doing. Why? Because you see so many others being so much better than you? Because in the age of perfection, you can't imagine being bad at something? Because you want this thing SO BAD, you don't want to do anything to threaten it, even if it means avoiding it? Luckily, there's a trick around this. COMMIT TO DOING YOUR THING... BADLY. Take 10 minutes a day to let yourself be as shitty, as awfully crappy and bad and not-at-all-perfect as possible. With internet and social media, we're always tempted to find a shortcut, to find a hack. To somehow skip 5 levels to get to level 10. In a week. And when we don't, we hate ourselves. "What's wrong with me? How come she's so good? I'll never get it right... And unless you move to a cottage in the middle of the woods where Instagram won't be a daily reminder of others' perfect lives, it will be hard to stop that kinda thinking. But we can all be bad at something. That's how everything starts. With one little wobbly step. 🌼 #wanderlust#unlost#wander#adventurer#inspire#onlinecoaching#explore#traveladdict#lifestyledesign#coach#blogger#story#spirituality#pink#purple#magic#pinkflowers
06.11.2018 20:09:49
☽ WORK COMES FIRST ☾

And no, I'm not talking about the work that pays your rent
☽ WORK COMES FIRST ☾ And no, I'm not talking about the work that pays your rent. I'm talking about your SOUL'S WORK. How would your day go if that was the first thing you allowed yourself to tend to? You'd feel: Less resistance Less regret Less hurry More inspiration More peace More inner strength to carry through the day. Why? Because you'd be tuned into the vibration of excitement and love first thing in the morning. So what's your soul work? It's the thing you desire. The one that excites you. It may not make sense to anyone else, but it makes sense to you. It's the 'high importance, low urgency' stuff. The stuff that will change your life in big ways over time. It's not something someone is telling you to do. It comes from the quietest, most sacred parts of yourself. Some of you already know what it is. Are you a writer? How would your life improve if you wrote for 20 minutes each morning? Are you a dancer? You don't have to wait for a formal opportunity for someone to *allow* you to do what you do. Stretch, bust those tunes, feel into your body. Are you a creative all-rounder without a clear target (perhaps due to years of living an inauthentic life of denying your desires)? Devote the time to what you feel most drawn to now. (Sometimes it's the thing you are most resisting though.) This stuff is crazy, radical, insane to hear. We're taught to hurry. We fear there's not enough time. We prioritize the work that pays our bills; the work that is one day supposed to make us free. We prioritize the worrying, planning, and waiting over actually living now. What happens to your soul when you never find the time for it? What happens to your life if you never take charge of your destination? What happens to your heart if you don't follow it's desires? (Emptiness, restlessness, heavy drinking, insatiable boredom). If not today, how will you ever find the time to start? So tell me, what's your soul work, and how can you devote 9 minutes to it today? 🔮 #spirituality#selfgrowth#inspire #blogger#aesthetic#storytime#manifesting#divine#energy
24.09.2018 03:08:31
☽☾ Energy - and having none. What is going on? ☽☾
Where does energy come from? A
☽☾ Energy - and having none. What is going on? ☽☾ Where does energy come from? And how come some people just seem to have an endless supply, while others (me) can sleep for 12 hours, lie in bed half the day, sit the other half, and still be drained (after having done nothing?!) ∴ Folks. I know the answer now, after having been wrong for so, so long. I thought I was being spiritual..."Listen to your body", they say. "Take a rest if you need it", they say. "Follow your intuition",... and so on. ∴ And YES. That is mostly good advice. But NOT when you're stuck in a bored, unproductive, low-energy rut. ∴ When you're in that place, your feelings will never tell you "get up and do something". They'll tell you "take a nap. And another one. Watch a movie. Maybe you're just stressed." ∴ Energy - we *CREATE* it. That's why you can't *wait* for the energy to come to you BEFORE/in order to do something. You must CREATE that energy by DOING something. ∴ If you're feeling unmotivated, unproductive, bored, sleepy and 'meh' for a long time now, the answer is NOT to "listen to your feelings", get more rest, take twelve naps, or wait for the motivation to come back. ∴ The answer is to open YouTube, type in "low impact kickboxing workout", put your sports bra on, and start punchin'. Or you know, your version of that. ∴ 🙌 💋 ∴ P.S. took this pic on my phone in a magical place in Spain. There's no filter on it, that's how amazing that sunset really was. #energy#secretsoftheuniverse#wanderlust#getfiredup#lostinparadise#unlost#wander#adventurer#inspire#onlinecoaching#explore#traveladdict#lifestyledesign#letswander #coach#blogger#story#spirituality#pinksky#purplesky#magic
20.09.2018 12:48:20
⌘ Diary excerpts from when I started admitting my truth ⌘ "Finally, the truth. I
⌘ Diary excerpts from when I started admitting my truth ⌘ "Finally, the truth. I hate these clothes. I have no idea who I am. The only thing I know is that I'm miserable. Always dreaming of being somewhere else. I don't understand why I keep buying silk shirts when that's not who I am;why I keep saying yes to things I don't care about. It's because in reality, I'm terrified of ending up alone. Excluded. Misunderstood. Weird. Different. Alone. We all are, aren't we? My favourite coach says: "we should celebrate tonight as if everything we wanted we already had". I can't do that in this silk shirt and a 'pretty' outfit, getting drunk. THAT'S NOT WHO I WANT TO BE. I want campfire. Stories. Braids. Laughter, instead of makeup. (Tattoos.)" #wanderlust#city#lostinparadise#unlost#wander#adventurer#inspire#archit#architecturephotography#explore#traveladdict#lifestyledesign#soulfood#lesson#truth#story#diary#letswander #coach#blogger#story#spirituality#magic#building#architecture#austria#vienna#explore#girlswhotravel#aesthetics
31.08.2018 16:37:43
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