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I've been sitting on this post for a while. My sister, Samara, turned 13 last mo
I've been sitting on this post for a while. My sister, Samara, turned 13 last month. A couple of weeks before that she was diagnosed with a kidney disease. She got better for a while, enough that she got to have a birthday party, but fell sick again a few days later. Samara got worse. She underwent surgery for dialysis and again that same day because she had internal bleeding. She's been on dialysis for a few days now, thankfully its working and she's feeling much better. She takes dozens of pills everyday now. Dialysis every night. This is her new life. The doctors don't know what causes the disease she has, it just happens sometimes. But, she is walking further and further, eating more, smiling more. She is getting better and still staying her fabulous sassy self. I'm making this post to mark a part of my life that I wasn't ready for. I wasn't ready for the phonecall and the hospital visits and seeing her the weakest she's ever been. Wasn't ready for the doctor to say that she might not survive this one day. It's made me appreciate the duality of life. It's made me rethink my view on family and my view on love. It really is important to reach out every now and then to just see how someone is doing. To say I love you and catch up a little. We'll all be gone one day, appreciate what and who you have. #longpost#sister#bday#birthday#thirteen#kidneydisease#family#love#death#surgery#hospital#dialysis#sliceoflife#foodforthought#idk#livelife#butdontforget#tolovelife#loveyourfamily#yourfriends
13.11.2018 23:39:56
"I'm not sure this is a world I belong in anymore. I'm not sure that I want to w
"I'm not sure this is a world I belong in anymore. I'm not sure that I want to wake up." -Gayle Forman, If I Stay #green#aesthetic#quote#gayle#forman#ifistay#water#lost
29.10.2018 21:55:17
10.20.1943 - 9.10.2018
Diane, Nana
Always wonderous in your dreams, beautiful in
10.20.1943 - 9.10.2018 Diane, Nana Always wonderous in your dreams, beautiful in your soul and kind in your heart. A true goddess, a true hearth and home, to hold a family together as you do. Never a truer person, to keep hope sparked in our young souls. You believed in me when I didn't. You encouraged me when I couldn't. So understanding in our ways that a look from you left us knowing we weren't alone. You were - are art in itself. I will think of you with every stroke of my pen, every crush of my paint and every whisper of my paper. I will miss you terribly. I'm sorry I never showed you how much I truly loved and appreciated you. Rest well. #rip#restwell#passing#goddess#grandmother#green#art#aesthetic#death#family#myheart#hurts#youweretrulyamazing
11.09.2018 23:01:35
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I got to see two of my closest friends a while ago at #Austin #Texas #hotsaucefe
I got to see two of my closest friends a while ago at #Austin#Texas#hotsaucefestival It was a super hot day and some of the hot sauce was way too much for me to handle but it was fun. There was even ice cream for my poor tongue. #festival#austintexas#god#itwassohot#weallfeltdizzy#afterawhile#sunday#icecream#itwasgood#toseethemagain
06.09.2018 18:57:09
"The world already moves by so fast. Don't accelerate this even more by rushing
"The world already moves by so fast. Don't accelerate this even more by rushing yourself. . . " #nicoleaddison#quote#green#changingcolor#themechange#ocean#rushing#peace#takeiteasy
23.08.2018 03:55:41
Rushing your day. Rushing the process . . . "
#nicoleaddison #green #aesthetic #
23.08.2018 03:53:55
Take it easy, remain peaceful, and enjoy the beauty that this world has to offer
Take it easy, remain peaceful, and enjoy the beauty that this world has to offer in its own timing." -Nicole Addison #green#aesthetic#nicoleaddison#quote#changing#color#ocean#peace#takeiteasy
23.08.2018 03:52:19
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I live in Austin now so that's cool. The fluidity of life is still shocking to m
I live in Austin now so that's cool. The fluidity of life is still shocking to me. I always thought it was cheesy when people say "I never thought I'd make it this far" but honestly I'm feeling that right now. #austin#texas#selfie#ayyyye#thetraffichere#isfuckinawful#butthecityislively#sothatscool#also#theindividuality#isamazing
05.08.2018 02:17:27
Hold me down, I’m so tired now
Aim your arrow at the sky
Take me down, I’m too t
Hold me down, I’m so tired now Aim your arrow at the sky Take me down, I’m too tired now Leave me where I lie #skyfullofsong#florenceandthemachine#lyrics#blue#aesthetic#balloons#ithoughtiwasflying#butmaybeimdyingtonight
24.07.2018 07:11:38
The trip to Kentucky had some good and a lot of bad. But these were some of my f
The trip to Kentucky had some good and a lot of bad. But these were some of my favorite moments. I miss what little friends and family I had up there but it's good I got to see them again. #vacation#kentucky#masonohio#mason#ohio#kingsisland#rollercoaster#wafflehouse#smile#friends#family#elizabethtown#crackerbarrel#thisisthelastsetofpics#beenoveramonth#andistillhaventuploadedeverything#lateaf
16.07.2018 05:42:50
"My grief and I are still so ill-acquainted; two strangers sharing one body. We
"My grief and I are still so ill-acquainted; two strangers sharing one body. We bump into eachother while reaching for the toothbrush, while walking the dog across the street. And I'm so close to recognizing her, I've listened to her cry at bottom of the bathtub and watched her rub her eyes at a funeral. I want to tell her it's all okay, I'm here too, and we can be here together, I am just too afraid to speak." -Schuyler Peck #blue#aesthetic#quote#schuylerpeck#grief#strangers#dysphoria#crying#sad#iamstill#diggingthrough#mypast#sortingitallout#somethingarestill#toohardtothinkabout
30.06.2018 06:17:22
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These photos are late because of who I am as a person. But while I was in Kentuc
These photos are late because of who I am as a person. But while I was in Kentucky I got to see some old friends. While I was with my family we went to Kings Island in Ohio and I won a giant shark. It was hell trying to get that thing back to Texas but so worth it. #kentucky#ohio#kingsisland#friends#family#shark#pizza#stuffedanimal#vacation#louisville#jeffersonville#indiana#airplane#city
28.06.2018 06:01:03
Darling, you are miles away.
The ghost of your hand on my cheek lulls me to slee
Darling, you are miles away. The ghost of your hand on my cheek lulls me to sleep. I miss you. #iloveyoudear#imissyou#blue#aesthetic#bluepic#quote#words#icantwaittoseeyouagain#hand#cheek#longdistance#sorta
21.06.2018 07:30:51
I got to fly a couple days ago. Lucky enough it started as a beautiful day and e
I got to fly a couple days ago. Lucky enough it started as a beautiful day and ended on beautiful night. Seeing a storm eye level was fascinating. #travel#plane#clouds#blue#storms#sunset#pretty#texas#georgia#kentucky#mississippi#louisiana#alabama#itwasreallygoodtoflyagain#hopetodoitsoon
08.06.2018 05:20:27
You see,
I've surrendered myself to you. 
Let you crack open my ribs,
Pull out m
You see, I've surrendered myself to you. Let you crack open my ribs, Pull out my beating heart, Hold it in your gentle hands. And that scares me more than anything. s.b #blue#aesthetic#poem#sorta#sigh#anyways#iloveyou#alwayswill#surrender#ribs#heart#hands#scared#scaredoflove#poetry#mypoem
23.05.2018 04:51:27
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