Ricardo Gonzalez 🐾 (@rickyristretto) — 20| L[G]BT🏳️‍🌈| San Diego, CA🌴| 👻:RickyRistretto| SIA☔️| Starbucks🥐| Coffee Master☕️| Selena💃🏻| Lana Del Rey🥀| Linkin Park🚶🏻‍♂️| Lush🦄| Apple👨🏻‍💻| 🤪
Le brain be too 🤪 and le heart so 🖤 that the desire to YEET off 🌎 is so strong..
Le brain be too 🤪 and le heart so 🖤 that the desire to YEET off 🌎 is so strong......more
14.02.2019 14:29:55
It kinda sucks waking up every fucking morning hating the feeling of your own he
It kinda sucks waking up every fucking morning hating the feeling of your own heart beat...#Reaper
30.01.2019 14:16:12
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*a boi reduced to ashes*
*a boi reduced to ashes*...more
02.01.2019 14:16:29
“I love you, Keep going...”-SIA | *this boi is making it to another year...thank
“I love you, Keep going...”-SIA | *this boi is making it to another year...thanks to SIA and every hooman in my life. I love you all. 💕* #NoBabyNotToday#Reaper#IdBeDeadByNow#ILoveandHateLife#WhatYouSeeIsntWhatItSeems
01.01.2019 07:31:02
Idk when I’m gonna eventually gonna take my life or die by natural causes...but
Idk when I’m gonna eventually gonna take my life or die by natural causes...but I know tattoos are permanent. If you look at me, you’d see what keeps me alive marked painfully and permanently on my skin. Clinical depression is a fatal disease that slowly takes over you...it eventually becomes too strong to handle at times. (for those of you who criticize the way Chester died, you obviously haven’t gone through the never-ending tugging and pulling of emotions from within...you feel crazy at times). #MentalHealthAwareness#320ChangesDirection#DepressionSucks#ILoveYouKeepGoing#SIA#LinkinPark#NostalgicForThePresent#FuckTherapy#MusicIsMyTherapy
19.12.2018 09:22:57
*from concept to reality* #SIAtattoo
For me, going from a fuzzy slowing heartbea
*from concept to reality* #SIAtattoo For me, going from a fuzzy slowing heartbeat to some of the darkest places in life’s complex spectrum of painful experiences that impact your mental health. The only thing that still keeps me going is the lyrical content and the meaningful choreography behind every SIA song. It’s her life experiences that bring meaning to her voice and the entire discography. Thankful that i’m still here. #ILoveYouKeepGoing
14.12.2018 13:43:15
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*the pain it comes in waves...* ✍🏻
*the pain it comes in waves...* ✍🏻...more
07.12.2018 01:30:19
Keep the ghost out
Keep the ghost out...more
29.11.2018 10:06:13
“I was pretty fucked up and tried to commit suicide. I couldn’t really feel anyt
“I was pretty fucked up and tried to commit suicide. I couldn’t really feel anything. I could intellectualize a lot of stuff; that I had a purpose, that I was loved, but I couldn’t feel anything” -SIA | (My darkest nights had her vocals drowning out the pain from the razor’s edge)
03.11.2018 08:11:42
*I’ve felt this way before, so insecure....CRAWLING IN MY SKIN, THESE WOUNDS THE
*I’ve felt this way before, so insecure....CRAWLING IN MY SKIN, THESE WOUNDS THEY WILL NOT HEAL* (currently blasting this in my room like a concert) #LinkinPark
27.10.2018 01:53:09
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why is my heart beating? | i’m just another human | why am I like this? | can’t
why is my heart beating? | i’m just another human | why am I like this? | can’t I just let my childhood go? | I just want to make people happy | it’d be so nice if I could die without hurting anyone...#MyBrainIsFried
19.10.2018 09:30:25
If you know me, you would know that I didn’t really exist til I was 15 or so. I
If you know me, you would know that I didn’t really exist til I was 15 or so. I grew up in a thunderstorm of raw experiences that introduced me to life’s full spectrum of pain & trauma at a young age. I’ve always been passionate about coffee & found that to be the drive for my future. I applied for a job at Starbucks when I was 16. This was the first accomplishment I credit myself to have achieved. I got the job at 16 & at the age of 17 I became a Coffee Master...by the age of 18 I became a Shift Supervisor & by 19 I developed my passion for both coffee & Starbucks. I have now left my store that I have called home for 4 years to learn Drive Thru experience. | It’s an extremely hard transition when you truly love what you do and even more when it’s the only thing you truly feel proud of. Here’s part of my journey, I cried so hard going thru my memories. I’m just extremely thankful to have met all of you wonderful people. Without you, idk where I’d be. I’m only here because of you. From the purest & most genuine of meanings...thank you. ❤️ (I can’t tag everyone, I wish I could but I LOVE u 🙇🏻‍♂️)
26.09.2018 07:33:45
Happy Birthday, Jackie! I love you. 🙋🏻‍♂️ #VanillaBeanFrappsDONOTcomewithCaramel
20.09.2018 02:42:31
The proper way to savor the last drop of Cool Lime Refresher is to spike it with
The proper way to savor the last drop of Cool Lime Refresher is to spike it with rum. Now that it’s discontinued, i’ll miss that after work drank. 🤪 (tho Strawberry Açai is also good with Rum 😋) *I subbed lime juice for CLR and made a Mojito* #Yeeet
22.08.2018 08:54:49
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I freaking love and appreciate every single one of you. Thank you for being in m
I freaking love and appreciate every single one of you. Thank you for being in my life, you guys keep me going. (I took shots for the ones who couldn't come. 🤪)
04.08.2018 00:37:13
I’m kinda thankful my brain is in constant dark and self-destruct mode. It makes
I’m kinda thankful my brain is in constant dark and self-destruct mode. It makes you not lose your sense of reality and keeps you resilient in a way. Keep going ya beautiful hoomans. #Meep
15.07.2018 05:30:13
*trying to keep going with this fucked up brain* 🚶🏻‍♂️🚶🏻‍♂️🚶🏻‍♂️
*trying to keep going with this fucked up brain* 🚶🏻‍♂️🚶🏻‍♂️🚶🏻‍♂️...more
13.06.2018 15:48:39
...and now I just sit in silence 🚶🏻‍♂️
...and now I just sit in silence 🚶🏻‍♂️...more
05.06.2018 19:58:58
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