Maria Angela Pilaro Alar Nagum (@muganalegna) — Too Bad but Too Sweet😘
28.08.2018 02:56:17
And they both dance 'til the sun was asleep
Where no one remembers them
And no o
And they both dance 'til the sun was asleep Where no one remembers them And no one dares to care Only what they feel And what they have is all that matters
19.08.2018 08:11:10
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Untitled

by: Maria💔

It feels so odd, watching a scenery as it unfold right in
Untitled by: Maria💔 It feels so odd, watching a scenery as it unfold right in front of my eyes. Something that doesn't feel right, like you, You doesn't feel right for me.. Seeing you walk by with someone holding your hands, I felt pain in my heart. Like a gun has been fired in my chest, taking the life out of me.. It hurts, seeing you hurts, it f*k*ng hurts like I can feel my chest tighten and tears about to fall in my cheeks.. I never expect to see you being taken, like literally taken. It does hurt, really like hell. So, now I know the feeling of Heartache.. Here I go again, taking the pain seriously once again, let it slip through my brain like its the only thing that matters to me right now and letting myself be engulf with loneliness.. Letting the darkess sip my soul into the emptiness I've thrown. It is you, it hurts because of you and I can't seem to understand why am I able to feel this kind of stupidity that seems to be my vulnerability when it comes to seeing you.. This is me again, trying to dealth with pain, an agony that shoots straight through my vein, stopping the blood from flowing in, killing the life within. This is me dealing with the rain, as it falls down on my cheeks, uncontrollably falling down like an endless stream, having an endless journey from my heart down to my soul. There is you, with a smile that looks so lovely, and here is Me crying under the pouring rain drench in pain..
14.08.2018 14:54:40
EUTERPE

By: Maria❤️ This has been the "one of those time"
That I've told myself
EUTERPE By: Maria❤️ This has been the "one of those time" That I've told myself- To let you go- Even if I'm not able to hold you Fascinating, isn't it? I tried moving on from you Even if there was never an "US" Its just me and my stupid heart Feeling something I shouldn't feel And beating for something that should be dead I tried erasing you Even if we don't have a second of memories spent together Its just me again; seeing your eyes that smiles Loving every piece on how your eyes curve like the moonlight Yet, they shine like the stars in the nightskies I Cried because of you My heart aches because of you Look back at me; is what I wish from you From a distance; that is where I loved you Notice these feelings; is all I wanted you to do And maybe, Just maybe... Say You Love me too..❤️❤️❤️
05.08.2018 14:07:43
Smile
by:  Maria ❤️
(This was for you😍😘) It has been 145 days, 5 hours and 54 mi
Smile by: Maria ❤️ (This was for you😍😘) It has been 145 days, 5 hours and 54 minutes Since the day you said hi Where I saw your smile for one last time And heard your voice that sounds like an angel in choir Where you almost held my hand- When I reach out to you that day though I didn't held it so tight I'm just afraid you'll let me go mid air during the flight It has been 231 days, 12 hours and 50 minutes Since the day you said goodnight When everything seems to be okay under the starry light Where my heart was beating fast Cracking a joke, wanting the conversation for a lifetime to last Even just for the tonight- Let the cold wind blows and the moonlight shone My love for you that New Year Evening alone It has been 335 days and 55 minutes During that cold and lone night Where joke was turned into serious conversation The day when I confessed- As i conveyed the heart-beating feeling of mine That only wants your name- Where you gladly accepted- Though knowing you'll never return it- We talked deeper under the rays of the moonlight Under the twinkling sky, that night- I wished you felt the love that was sincere And hope you felt that I meant I Love You- instead of what I said that I Like You It has been 2 years, 2 months and 9 minutes When you greeted me on my special day Where it only made my day more special Though knowing my friends ask you to greet me- I still hope that message was sincere Cause even if it is not; it still made my heat race Just remembering that moment every year Is a blessing I'll always treasure in my chest It has been 2 years, 4 months and one day When I get the courage to utter a word Where our conversation really began The first time I tried- To talk to someone that captures my heart That made me go crazy looking for words And a fool trying to crack a joke to make you smile- Yeah, because it was your smile That got me intoxicated, addicted and maybe head over heels for someone I can only look at.
01.08.2018 15:31:54
11: 11 
by: Maria❤️ My midnight 11:11 was spent thinking about you

With half em
11: 11 by: Maria❤️ My midnight 11:11 was spent thinking about you With half empty bottle of beers in hand And smoke filled my room with nicotine Pillow damp with tears and messed bed Tears streaming on my face with the thoughts of you Again tonight wishing to erase the pain But deep inside I wish you’ll be back here again My midday 11:11 was spent dozing off With a headache from hangover last night Calling your name, hoping to give me a hand But realizing you’re gone from my arms Nothing that is called life can be seen in my room Only lifeless thing that is me live in this cell I’m like a prisoner not in jail But of the past that keeps on haunting me Even in my dreams you were there Smiling and saying you love me still But tears would just cloud my eyes Knowing you are only in my dreams not in my life My birthday cake weren’t spend blowing candles But of drinking liquors and yelling your name Crying of memories that aren’t setting me free Calling your name though I know you’re not here These were the wishes I spent dreaming you are here The days I would lay in my bed thinking about you What would you do if you are here What would you say if you see me in this state Dark circles under my eyes Swelling eyes cause of crying Looking a mess without you by my side My 11:11 were not spent wishing But they are spent dying with the memories I had with you. Maria@Launchora😊😊
28.07.2018 20:28:40
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Galaxies In Your Eyes
by: Maria ❤️ I saw your back turn against me
And all these
Galaxies In Your Eyes by: Maria ❤️ I saw your back turn against me And all these familiar feelings surge within me It is too familiar that I turn away Afraid you'll see me loooking your way Afraid to meet your eyes that once captured my heart I wanted to look at you in the eye- smile and maybe say "hi" But the thought of it made my heart jump a beat Out of sync, I jump high and fall out my seat Making me loss for words, hanging midair You pass by with nothing; even a look I was so stupid that into you, I got hooked I don't know what I feel I don't know how to react Just seeing you make me forgot my act I missed you- I needed you- I want you- I love you- Were the words hidden behind my eyes Along with the heart beat racing inside I mask it with a denial That made it even worse- Worse than death because- Right now, I don't think I can ever let this feeling go.
27.07.2018 14:45:52
Through Looking Glass
by:Maria❤️ Can we ever see with our heart
What our eyes ca
Through Looking Glass by:Maria❤️ Can we ever see with our heart What our eyes cannot look at from the start What lies beyond that finest art- Is it just Beautiful? Or does it hide the real role? With that smiling facade Pain is hiding in the cave With all the sufferings And memories lingering Do you still want to see The wonderful beauty Of the unknown Of what you've sown Of what you've thrown Into the past; where it is buried But it keeps you being bothered Each night you are being haunted 🙄🙄😶😶
23.07.2018 23:18:32
I Waited
by Maria <3 
I waited and waited-
for your name to pop up on my screen
I Waited by Maria <3 I waited and waited- for your name to pop up on my screen but no message came guess you were waiting for someone else's message too and thinking about it makes me go insane the feelings keeps on overwhelming I tried to cry what i feel inside to vent everything out from my chest but even so- the feelings won't just disappear real quick and it seems to linger for the rest of my lifetime I wanted to tell you- what my heart beats for that it calls your name and only your name it says and it fucking hurts every day torturing me in the infinite hellish level kind of pain this is how it feels to fall for you bearing an unfamilar, strange and giddily feeling along with the heartache that i've been missing if this was love then i regret of having felt it for you for loving you is like living underwater with the need to survive trying to breathe even if it seems impossible I waited and waited- still if you could love me back if you would reply not with the laugh but with words that could end this torment maybe, just for a moment you could say- or maybe pretend that you feel the same way i had- for you- tell me you fell for me even if i couldn't smile in front of you nor say hi in your phone screen and this is how i waited for you like how i waited for that candy that never came and made me sad that made me cry for long, long hours but today, i am crying with my heart out until these stupid feelings would disappear or maybe i hope it will. -and these are the words that came running through my mind when i saw your name with that green icon on my messenger-💔💔
22.07.2018 14:38:48
Randomly; You
By: Maria ♥
Photo credits: Shi😍

You have a beauty of an ephemeral
Randomly; You By: Maria ♥ Photo credits: Shi😍 You have a beauty of an ephemeral flower blooming Like an endless river flowing So beautiful and unending Like the tallest tree never mending Your touch that melts an ice cold heart And a voice that can wake any sleeping art With the perfect harmonious melody You create the most heartfelt symphony Your smile that could light up the whole room When your lips would curve like in half moon A beauty of an angel stands out in your look An ageless face that no one dares not to look Your eyes that shines like a star Even visible from afar The eyes that brings light To the ones who lost their sight With a beauty that can last beyond From above that holds the greatest beacon A beauty that forever in my heart is embedded Like a treasure, it will be protected For you are the light, The love The one That holds my heart.
22.07.2018 14:26:00
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