ᵇʳʸᵃᶰᶰᵃ ˡᵒᵘ (@loucolours) — ₘy ₛₒᵤₗ'ₛ bᵣₑₐₜₕᵢₙg ₛₚₐcₑ
colours | words | moods
I was raised by music, books, films and contrasts.
Pictures and texts by me unless stated otherwise.
🎨 ʅҽƚƚιɳɠ ɠσ
Sometimes it's hard to tell 
if it's a rescue rope I'm holding 
or
🎨 ʅҽƚƚιɳɠ ɠσ Sometimes it's hard to tell if it's a rescue rope I'm holding or if I need to cut myself loose in order to be rescued.
14.12.2018 09:22:48
🎨 ɯιƚԋιɳ ʂιɠԋƚ
I love
how we both are
going our own ways
while staying
within si
🎨 ɯιƚԋιɳ ʂιɠԋƚ I love how we both are going our own ways while staying within sight....more
13.12.2018 17:10:33
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🎨 ɳσ ҽxρʅαɳαƚισɳ ɳҽҽԃҽԃ
NO
as an answer
is self-explanatory.

It's fierce and so
🎨 ɳσ ҽxρʅαɳαƚισɳ ɳҽҽԃҽԃ NO as an answer is self-explanatory. It's fierce and sometimes it's beautiful.
12.12.2018 13:46:29
🎨 ιɳʂιԃҽ
It's fascinating how things look absolutely different from the outside
🎨 ιɳʂιԃҽ It's fascinating how things look absolutely different from the outside from what they are on the inside. Maybe the 'no' you hear from me is a 'yes' to myself. Maybe you see my laziness, but not my mental work. Maybe you see my indecisiveness, but not that I consciously chose to take my time. An uncommon lifestyle is not necessarily immature. - just as a common lifestyle does not make you a grown-up.
11.12.2018 11:09:40
🎨 ʂƚαɾƚιɳɠ αϝɾҽʂԋ
Like an artist I am sitting in front of a white screen.
Actual
🎨 ʂƚαɾƚιɳɠ αϝɾҽʂԋ Like an artist I am sitting in front of a white screen. Actually, this is a good thing. Even if I'll have to sit like this for a while longer, it actually is a good thing. I start afresh. I cannot do it from scratch - I take my past with me, all my wounds and scars, likewise I take my successes. But I can always start afresh. Because it's not important, what I do. But how I do it. I can always start afresh. New thinking. New feeling. New me.
10.12.2018 09:42:25
🎨 ƚιɱҽ
My relationship with time is a funny thing.
I rarely think about it as gi
🎨 ƚιɱҽ My relationship with time is a funny thing. I rarely think about it as given - although that's what it is. Instead I claim to have it or don't have it at all. I am always afraid of spending it the wrong way. I constantly feel like I'm wasting it. And I feel bad whenever I take it to recover, to reconsider, to recharge and to wait for the answers to come.
09.12.2018 16:26:56
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🎨 Ⴆҽαυƚιϝυʅ ყσυ
But I've been blind
Too blind to tell false from true
I've been
🎨 Ⴆҽαυƚιϝυʅ ყσυ But I've been blind Too blind to tell false from true I've been so busy running I never stopped to think where I was running to But I've learned my lesson from the tears I've had to cry Sometimes it helps to take your time to sit alone and watch the world go by Cause every day it's new Thank God for this beautiful view [from 'Room with a view' by Tina Dico]
07.12.2018 21:46:53
🎨 ԃҽƈιʂισɳʂ
Joy is a decision.
There is no point in waiting for 'the right momen
🎨 ԃҽƈιʂισɳʂ Joy is a decision. There is no point in waiting for 'the right moment' or 'the right circumstances'. The decision can be made right now.
05.12.2018 07:09:40
🎨 ɯԋαƚ ιϝ
The thoughts I fear most 
always begin with "What if"

Whether what fo
🎨 ɯԋαƚ ιϝ The thoughts I fear most always begin with "What if" Whether what follows is more beautiful than I could have ever imagined... or dreadful: What is implied is always new, unknown and will potentially turn my world upside down. What if I am creative? What if I am a writer? What if I am an artist? What if this particular "What if"-thought was my last thought on this world?
30.11.2018 18:52:43
🎨 ƈσυɾαɠҽ
I face the storms
I breathe the rain
I let my mind soak in the sunshin
🎨 ƈσυɾαɠҽ I face the storms I breathe the rain I let my mind soak in the sunshine I'll gather all my courage, I won't be shy I look everybody in the eye
30.11.2018 12:36:07
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🎨 ɳҽɯ ɯαყ σϝ ʅҽαɾɳιɳɠ
Real learning
Needs no agenda.

I never knew that before.
🎨 ɳҽɯ ɯαყ σϝ ʅҽαɾɳιɳɠ Real learning Needs no agenda. I never knew that before. But I do now. I know: I learn how to write by writing. I learn how to communicate by communicating. I learn how to take photographs by taking photographs. And today it dawned on me that this applies to everything I have been struggling to learn because I have been so busy looking for answers as how to learn it. Now I know: I learn how to believe in myself by believing in myself. I learn how to trust myself by trusting myself. I learn how to love myself by loving myself.
27.11.2018 21:38:44
🎨 ʅσσƙιɳɠ ιɳ ƚԋҽ ҽყҽʂ
"I see you."
and
"I let you see me."
are the most powerful
🎨 ʅσσƙιɳɠ ιɳ ƚԋҽ ҽყҽʂ "I see you." and "I let you see me." are the most powerful messages between us.
27.11.2018 00:00:01
🎨 ɯσɾƚԋყ αʅʅ ƚԋҽ ʂαɱҽ
They don't see me.
And I am worthy all the same.
They don'
🎨 ɯσɾƚԋყ αʅʅ ƚԋҽ ʂαɱҽ They don't see me. And I am worthy all the same. They don't listen to me. And I am worthy all the same. They don't love me. And I am worthy. All the same.
24.11.2018 09:43:01
🎨 ραƚƚҽɾɳʂ
The thing with setbacks is they don't follow any pattern - none of th
🎨 ραƚƚҽɾɳʂ The thing with setbacks is they don't follow any pattern - none of those I make sense of, anyway. I'd love to get the energy back that I wasted trying to detect patterns in my life and the things that happened to me. I'd love to use that energy to really, really breathe instead.
22.11.2018 11:03:19
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🎨 ϝιɾʂƚ ϝαɳ
I won't be forced onto centre stage
I wasted my time waiting to be d
🎨 ϝιɾʂƚ ϝαɳ I won't be forced onto centre stage I wasted my time waiting to be discovered By somebody else Anybody But myself
21.11.2018 11:40:21
🎨 ϝσɾҽʋҽɾ ɯαιƚιɳɠ
I stopped running away
I think I am just no longer able to
I j
🎨 ϝσɾҽʋҽɾ ɯαιƚιɳɠ I stopped running away I think I am just no longer able to I just realised the one person I've spent the most time waiting for Is not you It's me
20.11.2018 12:46:26
🎨 ϝɾιҽɳԃʂ ɯԋσ ɳҽʋҽɾ ƙɳҽɯ ɱҽ
Why must it be the gentle creatures, whose lives are
🎨 ϝɾιҽɳԃʂ ɯԋσ ɳҽʋҽɾ ƙɳҽɯ ɱҽ Why must it be the gentle creatures, whose lives are hanging by a thread? In this time of year I particularly miss your lovely, gentle souls. They seem to have taken some of the colours with them when they disappeared from this world.
19.11.2018 10:55:20
🎨 ʂɯҽҽƚҽʂƚ ραιɳ ƈιɾƈʅҽ
I constantly find myself lost in a certain kind of desper
🎨 ʂɯҽҽƚҽʂƚ ραιɳ ƈιɾƈʅҽ I constantly find myself lost in a certain kind of desperation. This sweet and well-known pain carries me away from everything that I don't want to face. However, I know it's a naive fallacy: I only exchange growing pains for after pains.
18.11.2018 11:13:10
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